Thursday, April 28, 2011

Pill pill and more pills

I have a new understanding for people with back pain ever sine iv worked at spotlight iv started to have really bad issue's with my back , im so tall and im leaning over and cutting things all day at work and now i have really bad issues with it ,

i starting of taking codeine for it and that didn't work so then the doctor but me on tranmadol for it that didn't really work it makes the pain a little less, but not yet have i found a pain killer that the pain goes away all together and they made me feel nausea so she gave me a pill to help me with the nausea catch 22 been i cant stay on that long term who knows why ,so she doesn't mind me been on pain killer long term but not nausea pills?? , any way my doctors given me a whole bunch of new pain killers to try a week on each and see witch one works best so im hopeing one of them works

i know every one thinks im this big pill poper and take to many pills but all i wont is to be pain free i would love it if i didn't have to take pain killers all the time cos that would mean i would be pain free they should walk a day in my shoes and see how they would handle it .
iv been thow so much pain in my life as in body pain that if some one can give me a pill to stop me been in why the hell not ill take it in a heart beat

Have my two year check up for my heart transplant in Auckland next so hopfuly that goes well ..

Monday, April 25, 2011

Barry John my donor head stone

2 years with my heart and Aussie

Pic from Aussie

Aussie was amazing i had a great time i would so love to move there but a thought of fitting my life in an suit case is a bit scary and having to find a job before my money funs out maybe one day.

It was so nice to be able to spent my two year heart birthday with two of the most amazing people two people who where really there for me when i was really sick and i got a really nice email from Barry s (my donors) mum, i cant believe its been two years sine iv had my heart what an amazing journey it has been
Barry s mum spent me some pics of his grave witch was really special.