Friday, December 12, 2014

Been perpeared for illness

When in life do u get prepeared for illness been sick from a child and again whwn sick in my 20's . My doctor from a young age showed me how to take pulse or what the signs of a heart attck was or how to swallow a pill, what to do if a faint or get chest pains, or run out of breath, but never did I get emotionally prepeared for living with an illness. 

Half my life was stolen from illness, hospital visits, medical apointments, doctors, test and all the rest then my saving grace come along my new heart my 2en chance which was amazing, 5 and a half years later and here I am back in the same place again. I think that's the hardest part is been given something I dreamed of my whole like " a health heart" then it been ripped away from me . 

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Auckland soon

So I have an apointment in Auckland in a week, so I'm hopping they they can fix me, like last 4ish months I have gone down hill but the last month or so I have deteriorated big time. I can't go anywhere without having to stop to catch my breath and I'm not talking long distances either, walking to my car, walking around town, walking around the super market every thing has become an effect for me now . I get dizzy really easily now I don't know if it's the AF, the fluid or what it is I'm just hopping it's fixable as I'm feb up I feel like I did before transplant back to losing everyday human privileges. 

Rotorua did a holture monitor on me a few weeks ago so that's while Auckland want to see me. Rotorua hospital also put sum iron through me the other day which said may help with breathing, the whole iron help takes oxygen round the boby and I'm always low in iron so hopefully that helps.

Anyway I guess I will just have to wait and see what Auckland have to say.